thanks everyone

hello. yipeng here..

thanks everyone that came to visit my brother before he passed away.. my family appreciates it.
and thanks everyone that came to the funeral..

A Very Memorable Day.

well, if you would let me exaggerate, i nearly died. suffocated by phelgm.

dont know why, a lot of phlegm showed up in one night. the next morning, i suddenly choked. i stopped breathing for a few seconds. anyone felt that feeling before? very heavy wheezing, then all of a sudden, u cant make a single noise. u hopelessly swing your hands, pat your chest violently and nothing works. you realize u cant breathe. u are dying.

BUT FORTUNATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY FATHER STARTED PATTING FURIOUSLY. THE WAY HE PATTED MY BACK SAVED ME. ITS LIKE, SORT OF PATTING MY BACK AND GIVING MY WINDPIPE A PULSE.

really, i nearly died. and, i was thinking.. WHY COULDNT I EAT BEFORE DYING?

currently on facebook ><

sooooo.. mayb lesser updates plus i keep feeling slpy.

anyway, i didnt blog abt the time i went out with them to seoul garden. maybe nex time. i mite end up not blogging abt it but ill rmb it. anyway thx wx for the discount and dh for the ride home.

and im back on chemo again after a week's rest. ah..

grandmother's birthday was on sat but i only had appetite to eat half a plate of food. wish my ah ma happy birthday!

i tink i missed out a few tings but.. cant rmb ><

ok, back to facebook.

wee! old maid is gone.. but guess what she did/got herself into.

she got herself pregnant! lol, apparently the father is the brother of her ex-employer. and.......... she claims that guy is in jakarta now. i seriously think she got cheated. she tried contacting that guy for some time, dont really know how it ended up. but she ended up getting desperate. how desperate? u know my house balcony? she actually managed to climb down from there using the pipe. she managed to run away, though she said she hurt her leg (your problem lah, tink u spiderman?). caused my parents a huge load of trouble for running away like that. anyway, she got sent away the next day. cant give chance already. we didnt even bother to scold. no hope liao.

some problems: nv do things (wash clothes etc.) properly, suka suka run off, get pregnant, buy lunch take 3 hours, go doctor appointment run off.. end up waste time get another appointment. oh ya, guess what. she said she wanted to flush the baby out by eating medicine. damn irresponsible rite? baby about one month old when we got the news from doc. then hor, she very.. funny leh. die die oso want go out. she called the police. got owned when she was told that it was up to the employer whether she was allowed to go out. thats when she ran out by herself.

another thing.. she kept insisting on going out, saying she left some stuff with ANOTHER ex-employer. when agent contacted them, they accused her of stealing $500 from them LOL. she rly dumb anyway, who the hell would keep her luggage and let her come back 1 year+ later to claim it. my father say she scared they call police for the $500 last time LOL. thats why she wait so long then want go back take luggage, hoping they forgot about the theft. anyway, they moved to another place already.

i realize that im not really typing in an orderly manner, like jump here and there. bear with me lol.

ok one fine day, my father received a call from the polyclinic nurse. she told him that he needed to bring the maid down for a follow-up. doctor suspected that she is pregnant after a recent check. so went down, confirmed and checked if she got kenna any VD or not. heng never. stupid people never use protection. until now ah, i still think the boyfren play with her. nv answer her calls, but answer our call when we use other fone. maybe he just pick up one call from her to tell her he is in jakarta and make her stop calling lol.

she is divorced with 2 kids, but the 2 kids dunno with who. i hope with the father. u know, we didnt know she was divorced before coming here. thought she had a "happy family". maybe everything is good for her now, maybe she is in a mess. but because she is so irresponsible about her baby (and almost everything else which im lazy to type out), i wish her all the worst.



ok, new maid first day. so far so good. her english better than my mum's. my mum thinks she is 18 lol. anyway, by the bio-data (her stats) , i tink she really is about 18. it states that her parents' age are 40 and 38, with father being 40. BUT.. her own age written there is 24. her mum gave birth to her at 14? er if this is confusing, i mean.. she report her age as 24 and her parents are 40 and 38. do the math. anyway, she does look 18 or around there. serious.. like a kid. u know, by first impression i actually think we wont have much trouble with this maid. she got kicked off by her first employer because she talked to a stranger just once after working for 4 months. dunno whether gt ppl rly so strict or got more to it. she looks like those can bully one, but u all know how nice i am.

oh, and my old maid said my 6th floor neighbour (im 7th) actually saw her spidermanning. he nv tell even tell us sia.

carls jr

been wanting to try it out lol. no, it wasnt because of paris hilton's advertisement. anyway, my nice cousin came over to pass me some movies and also packed lunch for me.. chilli burger. very filling. lol.

hmm, wolverine's movie comes out today. but i tink my father's fren got the dvd. should i go to the cinema or..?

juz a lil clarification.

ah ok, guys, it seems that changing a new maid isnt that simple actually. u may think that its just a simple case of giving her a ticket and sending her home. however, u see, i still have to get a new maid. so in order to "save" money, i still have to keep her here for a few more months. according to my mum that would be after O lvs.

how in the world would that save money? getting a new maid means paying for new insurance($100) and stuff. also, a security cam costs like $200 for one which takes pic onli. all in all it boils down to money, which my family does not have an abundance of.

time to kpkb abt maid! she touched my dad's stuff again. but this time its a new place. man, it seems like she goes around searching for things. and we also know now for sure that she had been skipping out of the house without permission. she doesnt have the keys to lock all gates, thus it is very dangerous. ok, not that dangerous but it shows she is dishonest. we have repeatedly told her not to go out. man, she really likes that handphone of hers.

wah so long no update

so long nv update, where to start?

aiya, not in chronological order:
went to church
kpkb about maid
3 shrimps got pregnant
tampines 1 opened
played pokemon on "GBA"
finished lasering my head
officially without a school
had fun, went out with family quite a lot.

about the church, it was easter and, well, tot a visit to a church wouldnt hurt. ended up about 45 mins late coz i kept vomitting during dinner xD. juz as well, skipped most of the singing.

kpkb about maid.. she has stolen money once again. yet, she denies it. also, she has been slacking off a lot. the moment my mum leaves the house, she just rushes through everything and go rest. man, its like im invisible. why i say she rush? because she actually just ran into her room and started sms-ing. i was wondering where she disappeared to -.- didnt even bother about anything else until late morning. her eating habits are.. wow -.- she clears lots of KEROPOK instantly and then starts to complain of feeling sick. she eats them just abt every 2 days. when she talk to frens, she can talk 1/2 hr and laugh until super loud. serious. then tell her do something LATER, SHE CAN SAY SHE SICK. ask for panadol then go room and laugh loudly. =/ more when i remember. oh, i suspect her handphone is taped to her hand.

hmm, 3 shrimps got pregnant. 1 yellow 2 red. pity, i wanted to get a male red before so we could at least have a chance of getting baby reds. now, they are either yellow or brown.

wowow tampines 1 opened and the foodcourt is delicious but expensive IMO. i had the japanese curry rice with some kind of prawn.. omelette? the egg was somehow half-cooked lol. i liked the curry. its sweet. the shopping center is quite normal on the whole except that this time, there are quite a few japanese shops, especially in basement 1. like a bakery, sake shop, lil tidbits and munchies. definitely wont be a waste of time IMO. some eating spots too.

pokemon on gba.. sort of defeated elite four on sapphire version so now im on ruby. nothing to do mah.

hey hey, resting after laser so basically i am super super free. except my movement is very very limited.

btw, i am officially without a school now.

went out with family quite a lot recently. eat, shop, walk and talk. yep, fun.

lol lil shrimps.

yesterday morning, after my dad transferred the fishes out of the tank, the lil shrimps went missing lol. but this morning, suddenly can see a total of four. lol, my father looked at the tank for a very long time. managed to take a "pic" when 1 of them swam onto a bright leaf. guess they were dam scared with the fishes.

and.. it seems its mating season for the snails too. 1 baby snail spotted already haha. the adults were going all over each other recently. but so fast gt 1 tiny snail. maybe a couple "started" last week or something.

lol sucks

these few days suck man. right now only my right hand can "function". can say that im more handicapped now. thing grew, going for yet another round of fucking expensive laser. doctor says this might probably be the last time, since anymore would probably do more harm than good. so.. well, if this time doesnt suppress the thing, i.. lol idk. no1 knows the future.

i tink medicine made me more "emotional". i get angry very easily now. but haha im stuffing myself with food at the same time. steroids =/. right now im quite a mess and my family is putting up with my rubbish lol.

amazingly i can also avoid the urge to take a cab home straight from hospital. i tink that food is making me take mrt. i take "detours" with my father to go eat lunches lol. those having set lunch offers n stuff haha. like u know lerk thai offer? 3 ppl dine for price of 2. and swensons had 2 for 1 or something, didnt go swensons though. lol, im willing to walk here and there even though my body isnt so fit for moving now.

ah, gaining stress relief through food. lol i just thought about how im eating and.. holy shit!



oh ya oh ya! MY FATHER FOUND LIVE BABY SHRIMPS! they sort of appeared last nite, this morning discover. dam bloody small, less than 1 mm. serious. measured. lol, got 2 pregnant shrimps but they are of different breeds so idk which gave birth. my father had already isolated the shrimps thats why we could see 1-2 shrimplets with the mums.

edit: oh more wow, yellow and cherry shrimps do hybridize! and i have both females and males. no male red cherry i tink.. die out liao. but still cool.

Eridanus/Delphinus

any1 wanna play maple with me? on above worlds. ign: MyGunIsBig. currently lv21 =/

hmm

yesterday i went to century square eat pepper lunch. met with my father there. then watched some unknown movie called 'outlander'.. so-so.

on the way back, while waiting for bus, i saw somebody. actually, i THOUGHT i saw somebody. i looked for a second then i turned again and stared for a moment.. oh shit wrong person. i felt a bit paiseh coz that person caught me staring. then again, i was wondering whether i should say hi, that's why i stared.

damn, look so alike, except this one is a little petite.

lately i feel more "active" lol, like more willing to go out. willing to, but energy not quite there. have to rest every few steps.

Day 5's eggs.

ah, today's eggs.. macdonald's eggs xDD. big breakfast. no picture again xD.

went to eat dinner at changi village's magic wok yesterday nite. sort of brought back memories but the thing was that my family kept complaining about the dropping standard lol. i was ok with most of the food. lol, i sat on the same FLIMSY BENCH as my brother. with his weight, the bench moved everytime he moved. when he raised his hand to get veggies, it moved. get curry, move. whatever thing, move. so basically my body couldnt stay still while eating. my bro eat very fast 1. so his hands oso move fast. bleah.. he has got to lose weight.

haha come to think of it, basically the whole family complained about something.

then today afternoon we went to changi village again lol. this time, to let my mum try the fish head bee hoon. my bro went out with his friends so he didnt come along. hmm, some mistakes were made during ordering so i had soup. my mum said the fish head very tough lol, not that nice. but another dish from the same stall was good.

haha i packed home chicken chop hor fun from another famous stall there. near the fish head soup stall. i knew i would be hungry again soon since i mainly had soup only. and... yummy! delicious stuff.

Day 4 of eggs.

oops, no homecooked eggs today. didnt realize that i had an appointment with doctor. lol, went out in the morning to eat breakfast at KFC. Day 4's eggs = KFC's scrambled eggs. nv take picture haha.

(for own records) missed one round of medication, kenna seizure. scared the hell out of me.

to make this post longer, im gonna talk about MY opinions on ppl complaining about bittergourd. i have heard about it being an acquired taste. u have to learn to appreciate it. recently, i found this to be partly true. i still dont really like it but i like it when it is cooked in soup. when cooked properly it gives the soup a rich flavour.

there is a stall in changi village hawker centre where the fish head bee hoon is famous. they use bittergourd in the soup. my father recommended it to me lol. so now i tell u all. the whole thing comes to u hot, very hot. hot, tasty, sweet and bitter at the same time.

people who read this post probably wont ask me for directions to that stall lol. still, i want to say that it is ur loss if u dont try it =D.

extremely vague directions explained in my way: walk around the hawker centre. located near a corner. find "Charlie's Corner". u should see a drinks stall. (drinks stall), (2), (3), (here). 4th stall. http://www.changivillage.org/merchantassoc.html

think stall name is "Original fish head soup" or something.

Day 3 of scrambled eggs.

actually, i said yesterday that i wanted to get the maid to cook the scrambled eggs today. but then, i got my mum to buy some ham yesterday so i decided to try once more.

today i woke up earlier so my mum was around to help me. some things were changed, like the amount of butter and milk. then, mum toasted the ham to get the xtra water off. after adding the ham, i think i got a bigger portion lol.

so everything went down. this time i put butter on the pan first, not together with the egg; coz my mum told me like that better. lol, ended up like the way my mum makes it. slightly harder and more "chunky" than what i would have preferred. maybe i set the fire a lil too big, or the ham was in the way. guess i will try again tomorrow and cut the ham into smaller pieces xD.

and dont worry, im using those non-stick type of pan to cook.. i tink.

eating time: wow, the ham like not salty at all -.- and i thought it could replace the salt that i didnt put lol. mum added some salt for me after i put on the pepper. wah, the salt like just nice. how she sprinkle until so zhun?? in the end i tink the salt and pepper saved this chunky ham scrambled eggs lol. cannot see pepper like yesterday picture coz this is more zoomed out.



lol, saw my orange shrimp (currently the largest shrimp in the tank) stick on the tank glass there. very rare, lol since it prefers to be on something more "grappable". zhao geng leh.

rather happy.

why am i happy? dont really know. ok maybe becoz i just ate a rather fulfilling breakfast made by me.. with the maid helping me a lil xD. well i was craving for some fast food-type of scrambled eggs. then, i came across a video - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dU_B3QNu_Ks

then, i decided to make my own, since it looked simple enough.

for the first day, yesterday, i just followed the video's style of cooking. i did not really follow the ingredients. just used 2 eggs, some olive butter spread or something in place of butter and HL milk lol. mixed the thing and put it over a small fire, stirring constantly. but the eggs small ah, end up oso not much. then some stick onto the pan. a lil watery when it came up but still acceptable for me. lol, then when i eat halfway, i remembered abt salt and pepper. could have forgone salt for me, but why did i have to forget pepper.

today was better IMO. my mum had bought some bigger eggs when she heard i was like "interested" to make scrambled eggs. so today, i was equipped with "the power to do more" xD. yummy, ended up with a bigger serving and i also made it more cooked. i will post today's egg picture coz im proud of it =p. with pepper and a teeeeeeny bit of salt. should have put more salt though..



tomorrow i tell maid make lol.. coz she stand at the side help me control fire (i cant reach the turning thing =/), she should know how to make liao. basically just small fire.

another thing, lol. i got another tank. half the size of the previous one. father set it up. man, i love my family. thats the tank for the CPOs. the cute dwarf crayfishes. now still cycling the water.



and cute lil snails which u MITE not be able to see.

from talkingcock.com

In other news, Singapore’s gay community is complaining that the recent Chingay Procession was not gay enough.


hahhahhahhahahha

Some stuff happened..

nothing SERIOUS happened. well, completed another round of chemo. hair dropped, from last chemo's.

went out with my family for dinner last nite, happy and simple meal :). valentine's day but we didnt go anywhere REALLY special. we just ordered food from those seafood kitchen type of stall. 4 dishes, 1 soup. $42. cheaper coz usually we would order a crab there, coming up to $60+. tried out 1 "new" dish.. damn nice. some golden sand pork ribs or something. lol, then my parents went to see some void deck valentine programme.. for aunties and uncles. they left early haha.

currently in a so-so mood. i would be happy if i didnt find out that i lost a fish and a shrimp (only one of that type in my tank), IN ONE NITE!

overall i lost 2 colorful fishes, 3 shrimps, 1 snail including my first casualty. now, i think the tank has settled down a little. the shrimps seem more active and the fishes more "controlled". the losses mite be a blessing in disguise.

oh ya, a lil spider made its web between the lamp and some branches. wind blew it away during the nite lol. got other spider make web there before and actually caught something, but i didnt take picture.

(upload pics)

NOOOOOO!

MY FIRST REAL CASUALTY!!! ONE CHERRY SHRIMP DIED! no idea why :(. saw fishies nibbling on it this morning -.-

ah, added 2 more shrimps.. a long-nose and an orange. wanted to get a nano tank and get one or two mexican dwarf crayfish(CPO). but i cant find a spot in my house for now, so.. maybe next time. they are like $20 each so must be careful lol. they are dam cute, gonna find a picture of them.
first pic of this post will be CPO

oh ya, i went to pasir ris farmway area with george yam and my father. mr yam brought us there. went around to different ones but i felt that the first one was the best. lol. still, no many shrimps around. =/.

aw not shrimp eggs.

well, the eggs i saw were not shrimp eggs.. but they were snail eggs! wonder how many already hatched. i know got 2 already, since i saw two spots which can move lol. den when u look really closely, its a baby snail!

i bought 3 small colorful fishes and the boss gave me 2 extra lousy ones, so now i got 5 small fishes. i kind of regret it, since they disturb my shrimps sometimes. nevermind, since i think they add life and color to the tank. edit: oh, those fishes are actually called "endler's livebearer"!. the colourful ones are male and the not colorful ones are female. no wonder the uncle gave me 2 free females, coz if not the males would fight (if i read correctly).

oh ya, i got to see a shrimp molting lol. i tot like butterfly slowly come out from cocoon.. but for shrimps, they just POP! lol then the shell fly off, shrimp swim away. happened right in front of my eyes. made me go "WOW!" coz i first time see haha.

bought a shrimp tank!

yep, went down to tampines to look at shrimps today and.. bought a tank! full setup with water, plants and shrimps! everything! well, no joy of setting up everything but i get the joy of almost hassle-free shrimp rearing now!

not intending to breed them, but it seems like got eggs liao leh o.o the tank was set up for like 2 weeks le, then i just bought it from the shop today.

uh hi

back after chemo and food poisoning. i feel great, coz i dont have diarrhoea and a lack of blood cells anymore. i also dont have plugs and drips hindering my movement. ah, i feel like i can just walk to anywhere.

it seems that i have taken a liking to fishes recently. probably due to the pretty saltwater tank displays at the national cancer centre. to be more precise, i was attracted to those little prawns. well, since saltwater fishes require a lot of work and money, i decided to opt for freshwater fishes. we are still looking for a spot to place the tank, probably a 1 1/2 feet tank or around there. very small lol.

planning to get these fishes, mainly black and red.








i havent consulted any experts but my dad, who has tried to rear both freshwater and saltwater. hope the fishes would be suitable together and i can grow plants too.

but for now.. all this is talk talk only.

kai i next time then do ur quiz k (if u still read my blog). lastly, happy new year!

got tagged

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

Yijun
Yi Jun
Eugene <-- for those who cant pronounce it.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU’VE HAD:

NoMerXy
MerXy
3v!l nobody

THREE THINGS YOU’VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:

Watch TV
Drink water
Eat chinese med

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

AH I GOT HEADACHE AH.. KAI, I OTHER DAY THEN FINISH.
Can I leave this part alone first?

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

Lazy
Stubborn
Shy

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:

Chinese
Ancestors from China
Mix of Teochew and Hokkien

THREE THINGS YOU’RE AFRAID OF:

Cockroaches
Seizures
Needles?

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

Shirt
3/4 Pants
Zhong Kui pendant

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

Food
Sleep
Drink

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:

Pillow
Bolster
Something for relaxation

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:

Linkin Park
Fall Out Boy - for the song "Thnks fr th Mmrs"
Linkin Park

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:

Lie in bed
Sleeping
Slacking

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:

Linkin Park stuff

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:

Try to be fit
Try to stay alive
Try to stand strong

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:

dun wan say

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:

Happiness
Trust
Love

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU’RE GIVING TO THE WORLD:

No idea. Seriously. But I try not to litter and stuff.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):

I am a man
I am not gay
I like guys.. that way

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:

Hair
Nose
Mouth

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:

Caring.
Forgiving.
Understanding. (^5 Kai)

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN’T DO:

Kill someone
PAUSE!


THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:

Responsibility.
Less shy. x_x
And.. Less fat. T_T

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:

A better laptop.
A better desktop PC.
A car.

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:

Relationships.
Parents.
Friends.

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:

Relaxing.
Reading manga.
Gaming.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

Start my attachment.
Finish school.
Complete my NS.

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING:

Engineer. (Duh)
Childcare Teacher.
Nurse at the nursery section.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:

Hawaii.
Japan.
Australia

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:

Tom the cat.
Tweety Bird.
Bugs Bunny.

THREE BOY’S NAMES:

Asakura.
Daisuke.
Tsukune.

THREE GIRL’S NAMES:

Moka.
Urabe Mikoto.
Rie Kugi.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

Have a family.
Have a good amount of cash.
Be happy.

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:

Yijun.
Hazriana.
Zafirah.